
I am my Abba's daughter.
I am the girl He died to save.
I am the one whose hand He holds when I don't know the way.
I am the one who He loves.
I am the girl He sees and knows for who I am.
I am the girl He created and thought I was created wonderfully well.
I am the girl who sometimes leaves the trail, sometimes forgets the truth, sometimes stumbles and falls. I am the girl who can be oh so fearful and tremble when things are uncertain.
I am the girl who desires to really live a full and vibrant life with my Abba leading me in all things. I am the girl who tries and strives to do things on my own, finding out in the process that I was never meant to do this by myself. I am the girl who sees Him standing by my side holding out His hands ready to take all the many things that I am trying to do by myself in His hands. I am the girl who desperately wants to surrender all of those things over to God, but for some reason or another holds some of those in my hands. I am a girl who struggles with the whys and whens and what ifs. I am a girl who is confused as to what the future holds and is wondering.. ever wondering what in the world is happening when life turns upside down.
I am the girl who every morning kneels before her King, facedown on the ground, palms up, knowing that He is sovereign. He is in control. He is God. He is Lord. My life is in His hands. He is carrying me. It's not about me, it's about Him. I may not know the answers. I may not understand His ways, but I can believe His promises. I can believe His character. I do believe that He is good. I do believe that He is faithful. I do believe that He is sovereign, wise, and an all powerful God. His wisdom is infinite. His power is infinite. He is a God who sees. He is a God who is forever exalted. He is a God who IS. He is Abba.